im back and ive grown older, but thats about all thats changed in my life. Its sad when every year repeats itself. Unfortunatly my years have been the same for the 21 that ive been around for. Because i have nothing to hold me down i want to get out and leave....i want to explore the unknown, i want to feel things i have never felt and i want the oppurtunity to love unconditionally. For me i wont be able to do any of this until i have a job and can move out and be on my own. hmmmm other than that i have had a strage feeling that i dont even know who i am.....until i discovered that i have a very spiritual side of me..... i am great with tarot, i can read tea leaves...haha never knew i could..this has been passed down from the women in my life. I also can sense and sometimes see those that arent there to the blind eye ( entities, spirits) As of yet i cant speak to them, but they hold something or are doing something and i can sense why they have come and the message they bring!! i was told by a lady i see that i shouldnt even waste my money coming to her.... everything she tells me i already know! LOL so now i am more so her apprentice! Ive also learned that i can foresee what is going to happen....although at the moment i dont know that! Ive been getting back to my roots with nature.... being a major part of everything from the trees to the air, to the animals....my life has become richer because i dont take these things for granted. Ive been following the pagan and wiccan beliefs and can finally say i feel a comfort i have never felt when i was forced to believe in christianity. I feel free!!!